Sunday, November 23, 2008
Saturday, November 22, 2008
What's a blog?
My first blog..how exciting. yay.
It's 1:20 am and i'm sitting here listening to some wintersleep. I'm not tired because i took a nap earlier :). I love naps..but i hate small towns.
Tonight, i drove around for 4 hours with sebastien. We were just looking for something to do. We were mostly just looking for someone with guitar hero, but NO LUCKKK. oh well.
Tomorrow is going to suck... I work 8 hours then after that i'm probably just going to apply for some universities. I'm going to apply to Acadia and Mt. A to go into sciences ( i think) ..I don't even like science, but i feel like i don't have anymore options. It stresses me out when i think about my future. It's scary to think about how i'll be living on my own next year. I can't wait to get out of this town though. I hate it here. Everyone knows everything about everyone and there's always so much drama. I just want to go move to a big city where no one judges you or compares you. I need inspiration and i want to meet different people. Right now , i just want to get out of here, but i wonder if i'll miss home when i leave..?? Most people do.
I miss my brothers. Sometimes i just want to leave here to go see them in Alberta but it's too far and too expensive. Just a few years ago, we were all living all together as a family. Now they are making their own lives on their own...without me:(.. I can't wait to see them this summer. Kevin, my oldest brother, just had a baby girl named Hayley and i never met her yet. He has another girl (my god child) named Brooke, she's so cute and i miss her so much. I hate it that i can't watch them grow up.
......
.................. Now i'm listening to Bright eyes. <3
Conor is such a good song writer. His songs always make me think. I remember this summer at work, krista and i used to spend longgg amounts of time on the lawn mowers and i would always listen to his music and think and think. I hated it. Sometimes thinking a lot can really make a person feel like their going crazy lol.
I think it's time for some shut-eye.
Blogging is pretty useful when you have no one to talk to but you need to let information outt..
arg, i don't want to work in the morning.
It's 1:20 am and i'm sitting here listening to some wintersleep. I'm not tired because i took a nap earlier :). I love naps..but i hate small towns.
Tonight, i drove around for 4 hours with sebastien. We were just looking for something to do. We were mostly just looking for someone with guitar hero, but NO LUCKKK. oh well.
Tomorrow is going to suck... I work 8 hours then after that i'm probably just going to apply for some universities. I'm going to apply to Acadia and Mt. A to go into sciences ( i think) ..I don't even like science, but i feel like i don't have anymore options. It stresses me out when i think about my future. It's scary to think about how i'll be living on my own next year. I can't wait to get out of this town though. I hate it here. Everyone knows everything about everyone and there's always so much drama. I just want to go move to a big city where no one judges you or compares you. I need inspiration and i want to meet different people. Right now , i just want to get out of here, but i wonder if i'll miss home when i leave..?? Most people do.
I miss my brothers. Sometimes i just want to leave here to go see them in Alberta but it's too far and too expensive. Just a few years ago, we were all living all together as a family. Now they are making their own lives on their own...without me:(.. I can't wait to see them this summer. Kevin, my oldest brother, just had a baby girl named Hayley and i never met her yet. He has another girl (my god child) named Brooke, she's so cute and i miss her so much. I hate it that i can't watch them grow up.
......
.................. Now i'm listening to Bright eyes. <3
Conor is such a good song writer. His songs always make me think. I remember this summer at work, krista and i used to spend longgg amounts of time on the lawn mowers and i would always listen to his music and think and think. I hated it. Sometimes thinking a lot can really make a person feel like their going crazy lol.
I think it's time for some shut-eye.
Blogging is pretty useful when you have no one to talk to but you need to let information outt..
arg, i don't want to work in the morning.
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